May 12, 2010

empathic




I can feel You. When you laugh, when you cry inside... 
It's so pleasant, It's so painful

I feel them all. It is why I sometimes prefer to be alone
See, it just comes to me. I'm helpless before so many sensations, 
left to learn which are theirs and which my own
I'm too often overwhelmed. It becomes hard to speak

When I take someone in, those I pick, very carefully indeed, 
it's because they are songs: Harmony of Chaos singing to my soul

They aren't a few. So many wonderful creatures have this planet
Yet, the one closer is he who rocks me stronger, inspiring all my words

Your Voice, so easy to identify; your feelings come to me in gales of pleasure and joy and pain and anger and passion, 
and make me want to dance
Amidst the chaos, You are the one who owns my heart




                    

May 7, 2010

whim of my dreams





 No words to describe how inconceivable you are
I think of you and watch the Sea evaporate in form of nails

bursting the clouds, bleeding snow over infinite deserts 
You are a whim of my dreams,
irresponsible nightmares begging to stop being stones in my way

My fantasies do not hesitate,
they want to follow you
my skin longs to get rid of me and run toward your purple haze

... ignorant soul of mine, claiming to own your kiss
No dream was ever so beautiful
But no dream was ever so impossible to be


                                                     

May 5, 2010

Arise




If I am beautiful to your eyes, as long as I don’t move
If I am smart to you only when I’m in silence
If you can't draw my face but when your eyes don’t see me
If my presence is too much for you to handle

I don’t want you. I quit needing you.

My fantasies are the Sea in which you’ll drown
My skin will be a long forgotten tumb in your cemetery
Our playful Passion will become cold wax of dullness, 
covering you entirely
The map of your lips, made by mine, will fly in pieces 
as you break down

                                                  

April 21, 2010

masquerade



I don’t care to see the real You. I don’t mean to own You
The Truth in your darkness
and the sexiness of your passionate Character
are the highest skies I’ve ever flown through

At the sight of your Mask, my Soul dyes in bliss
It’s growing inside, the Lust, the I Want’s
But it is not your Face I am trying to reach

I demand You to let me drown in the emptiness of your words
I crave to creep into the obscenity of the Nothing
That You, oh, so kindly offer to World

A Nothing, that may be nought for Them, and still I yearn to own

                                              

March 22, 2010

Qi



In traditional Chinese culture, Qi (Ch'i) is an active principle forming part of any living thing.

It is frequently translated as "energy flow," and is often compared to Western notions of energeia or élan vital (vitalism) as well as the yogic notion of prana. The literal translation is "air," "breath," or "gas" (compare the original meaning of Latin spiritus "breathing"; or the Common Greek πνεῦμα, meaning "air," "breath," or "spirit"; and the Sanskrit term prana, "breath").
Source: Wikipedia.         
  


Qigong

Qigong (or ch'i kung) is an internal Chinese meditative practice that often uses slow graceful movements and controlled breathing techniques to promote the circulation of qi within the human body, and enhance a practitioner's overall health. (Source: Wikipedia)

We live in a field of qi, "vital breath" or "life energy." Yet, like a fish in water or a bird in flight, we are unaware of the medium that supports us. Qigong means "working with the qi." It is the ancient Chinese art and science of becoming aware of this life energy and learning how to control its flow through a precise choreography of posture, movement, respiratory technique, and meditation. Like biofeedback, qigong teaches psychophysiological self-regulation; the student becomes aware of bodily functions conventionally considered involuntary-- blood pressure, respiratory rate, even the flow of blood and nutrients to internal organs-- and learns to restore a healthier balance. However, unlike biofeedback, no technical devices are needed. Qigong is one of the most cost-effective self-healing methods in the world. 

Qigong is like a great river fed by four major tributaries: shamanism, spirituality, medicine, and martial arts... (Source: Qigong Research and Practice Center.) 
Complete article : http://www.qigonghealing.com/qigong/qigong.html

March 10, 2010

her story



She walked, and walked. And she could hear the delicious sound of leaves crushing under her feet.

A cold, silver drop of water fell on her chest, almost reaching the neckline of her isabelline dress. She thought it was the start of rain only a second before she realized that it came from her forehead. Yes, she was sweating. It wasn’t due to the warm weather, though, or the pace at which she walked. She was nervous. Her expectations had grown over the past few days to the point of being barely bearable.

She looked up and couldn’t find the blue. Golden leaves were still hanging from hundreds of tangled branches; brown dry branches that refused to stop hitting each other. “A war of trees,” she thought. “At least they still hold on to one another...”

At the sight of grass, her heart started to race. She was approaching, finally, the end of the woods and the beginning of the park. A beam of light blinded her. It was a reflection from the pond. She stopped.

- What am I doing? –She whispered, bent on herself, her hands on her knees, while trying to breathe. –This is wrong... this is so wrong...

 A tear ran down her cheek.

The wind messed with her dress and her perfumed hazel hair as she stood up straight again. An unexpected refreshment ran through her soul. They say this happens when you are about to die.

Dying not always means the end of life.

Standing at the threshold of the park and with her eyes half-closed, she gazed at the other side of the small lake. A person was walking slowly, as if in a stroll, looking around.

She gave a few steps forward and now the 5 o'clock sunlight completely soaked her. The light green of the grass and deep green of the water mixed inevitably to form a sour smell that broke in through her nostrils. But nothing kept her from noticing that he had stopped and was staring at her. She started to tremble...


“At last.” He thought.

 
To be continued... maybe.

Raven Night

(Raven Woman by Roy Purcell)                                            





     Raven Night 
     by Hagalaz' Runedance
Lost in the neon twilight
I feel my nature waking inside
Would you look towards me?
Would you dare to enter the
threshold to my mind?

Can you see me dancing?
A silent voice singing for you
Hear my Raven call
Would you be enchanted and follow me?

Lost is but a dream fading
And soon I'm calling out again
Would you come to release me?
Would you tear the icy chains from my skin?